Lacuna

I am sorry,
If i'm being over-reacted
I know we how much you have tried
I know how much you love

But

 There are time, where I feel
You are not with me
Literally
There are time, where I feel sad and mad at you
And I just could not tell it easily
Because
I don't want to hurt your feeling

Eventually, I did

I'm sorry for not being able to comprehend your feeling
I'm sorry for being dysfunctional when u need me
I'm sorry for  being honest and let you hurt so much

and

I'm sorry if I let myself write so much about what I feel inside
Because now I am afraid
to tell...